Lifted Spirit

All to often I get caught up in the busyness of the day.  I am constantly swatting away whatever comes at me next.  Whether it’s the numerous emails I receive on a daily basis, or trying to meet my self imposed deadline on the current project I’ve outlined for myself or the business.  In all that, I fail to see things for the absolute blessing they really are, and in the process lose out on what is really important… LIFE!

And more so than that are all the little things in life that I find simple enjoyment in… my family, my exercise, time with my dogs, my quiet time in the morning with devotional in hand and heart steeped in prayer.  Those are the things I can lose sight of when I get caught up in the world that is rushing to and fro around me.

Last night I got home early (well earlier than I normally do) and for the first time in months I put on my running shoes and decided to go for a run.  It hadn’t been since before my hip surgery almost 11 months ago that I’d been on the road…alone…with iPod in ear and nothing to think about.  I felt a little awkward on my first couple strides.  Literally had to re-train myself how to jog, but before I knew it I was striding smoothly and consistently with a nice rhythmical cadence.

At first I felt invigorated.  I was moving at a relatively fast quip, but my time away from running on the road soon became apparent.  About a mile into it I started to struggle and my pace dropped off dramatically.  I was considering just walking the rest of the way back to the house, but I decided to press on.  I didn’t like the song that was playing on my iPod so I started surfing through the songs.

I landed on one of my favorite Mercy Me songs…”Sanctified”.  It’s such a powerful song that speaks an even more powerful truth.  As I was crossing an intersection in my neighborhood the song was building to it’s crescendo.  The music, gradually building in intensity, comes to a pause when Bart Millard (lead singer) sings the following: “Sanctified….I have been set free!”  The instrumental comes blaring back right at the point of ‘I have been set free’.  Powerful.

At that moment I could feel my spirit lifted, and it was as if my feet were not even touching the ground.  I felt a rush of warmth come over me and all I could do was smile.  A BIG smile!  The car that drove past me at that moment was probably wondering what was wrong with me…I mean, how can anybody enjoy running enough that it makes them smile?  Well, I’ll tell you I wasn’t smiling because I was running.  I was smiling because of who I was running with.

Wait a minute Clint…weren’t you running alone??

True.  I did start out on my run alone, but at that moment someone joined me…actually he’d been there the whole time.  GOD.  His Spirit came over me right there, right when I was about to “cash it in”.  He met me right at that moment and reminded me that He is always with me.  Sometimes we just have to step away from the world we get caught up in so we are aware of His presence.  After all, our time here in this world is merely a vapor in the wind…a wave tossed in the ocean.  Just a “blip” on the radar.  In the grand scheme of things, and I need to be reminded of this as much as anybody, circumstances in our every day lives are an even smaller speck on the map of time.  That project that seems so crucial… it can take one more day.  And you know what… work will be there tomorrow.

The rest of the run was a breeze.  Heck… I could have probably kept going, but my hip would not be happy with me today if I had.  I’m gonna go for another run tonight, and probably the night after that.  And I don’t expect to have the same experience every time, although that would be nice.  I know that when I take the time to “shake off” everything the world throws at me… I feel better, I act better, and I love better.  That is all the reason I need.

I hope you find that ‘something’ that lifts your spirit.  And I would love to hear your comments about that, or this post.

God bless,

Clint Barr